Whenever I hear this song, my heart ache a little. I know how much I've once hurt you. And the misunderstand you given me hurt me too.
Never delete that blog. It reminds me of our pain. With that pain, we learn to cherish even more.
You just bring the best in me. I love you.
Sunday, April 25, 2010 2:33 AM
"Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."
Everything never come easy for me.It is the destiny that brought this single soul into two.The cupid of mine has arrowed on this boy whom has always been the one and only in her heart.That time I was not yet 14. That was the time I tasted what love is about. You can raise me high up in the sky yet drop me down to hell.
Through all the worse moments and dramas we been through, we learn & grow. Now it not about me but US. All the selfishness has to put aside, here come in the forgiveness and patience. Our life is fragmented and filled with flaws so is our love. It takes us a endless turns to make us realize how important you are to me, and so am I to you. Hence, letting go of each other has always been tougher than anything else.
Now you've been away, I never stop thinking about you and stop feeling you in my heart. Because I've missed you so so much, I have sleepless nights. Days seem to pass slower than usual.Not in the mood of doing anything beside watching Gossip Girls. I just miss everything when you're around. So come back to me soon kay!
To be honest, I'm kind of disappointed when you say you passed your test. Lot of thoughts running through me and I can't hold back my tears. This one month has been miserable to me, not to say 9 months or even 2 years. I can't be selfish and have you all with me. Back den, pilot has always been your dream and how badly you want to be one. You even take up course to learn to fly. It not cheap either. It will be put to waste if you give up like this. Even though, I know you are more than willing to give it up for me. Just that two years, we bear it through things will more or less stable.In that sense, we got to trust each other even more.
No matter what now, I will support you with your decision. That will be another hardship we have to go through. You just worth every single penny of my love and sacrifices. No one can love me and look me into my eyes with so much sincerity like how you do. So to us, we cheers for our greatest love.*Hug.
Friday, April 23, 2010 2:52 AM
Heyah, time tick tock like in the slowest way. Thank god, I have Gossip Girls to accompany me through these. And I have to say SERENA is damn chili hot! Chuck Bass too(who knows this playboy can be that sweet).
Seriously I have been really rotting away. Purposely I have this job as a photographer coordinator. As common the photographer who given this job to me is like a total tiko. So I given up the 10 buck per hour which the tasks are pretty simple and slack. I feel kind of hard to bear through this month especially when baby is not around. How glad he pass his first test :(..which mean another 9 months to bear. He manage to get through the test again...It gottan to be another 2 years for us. I think it will be the torturous period in my whole entire life. So yeah baby, treat me nicer.
And just recently, I have been spring cleaning my closet.My room is worst than a boy.It is like in a total mess. No wonder I tend to lose things very easily. I use I put anywhere else rather than where it should be. My makeup is thrown every corner of my room even beneath my bed. So I arrange them together, clean it and polish. Just like how guys adore their cars.To my surprise, I have quite amount of makeups.But is never enough for me. HEEEEE.
I guess I'm still far behind from lot of girls.
I don't know I just feel makeup is damn important to we girls(if you don't own that pretty features, you need them!). Don't tell me what natural beauty is the best or whatever shit it is. Yes!Natural beauty is the best, what if your features isn't that stand out. You need those tricks to make it be. And people will kinda say" wah, you look so different when you remove your makeup." Inside me I will sure OS"KNN. If I look the same I put makeup for what." Seriously is lame if you said it. Rarely people can born with that good skin and beautiful features. If you have it , good for you.. And I have been hooking up with a taiwan makeup artist blog. Her makeup is just amazing.
Bohemian look.
I love this series of smokey eyes. NICE RIGHTTT?!
And you gottan to admit makeup does wonder!You can look average..But with the effort you can definitely standout from the crowd. Don't be afraid if it is not going look good on you. Practice make perfect. Take it like an art. Your face is just like the paper, is depend how you going make a difference to your drawing:)...
Whatever it is, we should thank the creation of makeup!
Saturday, April 17, 2010 1:45 AM
You're the only being I ever wanted to be with. You just so special in my eyes. You hold the key of my heart :)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 1:07 AM
Baby, this is all it takes to say. I love you. xoxo.
Sunday, April 11, 2010 3:12 AM
I so want a shade like this:(... Thought of getting a RayBan one, but... I'm saving bucks:'(.