Tuesday, November 24, 2009 12:14 AM
I'm so afraid of growing up.I'm sick of all the things that come with growing up.
Take responsibility they say .
Your futures looking up .
So many different ways to live your life these days .
Guess, all I'm worried is the money problem.
Working my ass off.
Looking upon the slip of paper that make me smile at every end of the month.
This smile never last.
Mailbox will be the last in my mind to open it.
It always flooded out with envelops of bills!
What to do, we stay in Singapore.
Everything is all about money.
Even go public toilet, still have to pay.
I never seen other countries charging people for public toilet.
That why Singaporean are sad people.
Having my own family in future, HOLD A HUGE RESPONSIBILITY.
I going be my husband's wife,my kids' mom.
Can't imagine myself in that scenario.
And I have to learn to be one.
I already have a hard time cleaning my room, not to say doing house chores.
Among my sis and I, I use to be the lazy one.
Calling either of us to do the chores, I will vanish within blink.
So dear, don't look upon me.
But I'll try my best. :P
I need to pick up some life skills like cooking!
To me cooking "seem" easy, but when I want to get it done.I need some SOS.(usually is my sis)
Till now, I don't know roughly how much water do I need for my maggie.
It is either tasteless or dried up.
All I can say, I'm a lucky person.
Everything goes smoothly even till the age of 19.
Maybe is really what they call "happy go lucky".
In life, is really what they say "heng or sway".
But we should never neglect of working hard.
which I neglected the most.
So this mid semester test, I shall mug hard.. LOL!
